
-Kriti Buddhiraja
A final year student of Economics at St Stephen’s College, Upasana Sahu, was found hanging by the ceiling fan in her east Delhi residence last Thursday. She was rushed to Lal Bahadur Shastri Hospital, where she was declared brought dead. In a three-page long suicide note she apologized to her parents, and held herself solely responsible for her death.
Upasana had limited eyesight, and had taken admission into the college through the quota for disabled students. Although she was never an outstanding student, she maintained a fairly good academic record and participated in other department activities as well. In fact, she had already been placed at Infosys by the College’s placement cell.
However, failure in the university examinations came as a rude shock to her, following which she ended her life. Her distraught parents regretted that she didn’t speak to them before taking this drastic step, for that would have perhaps saved her.
That Upasana was reduced to such a miserable situation is a grave reflection on the kind of premium our society places on a single system of evaluation.
What is even more appalling is the near absence of efforts to deal with the problem. Even though there are a fair number of counselors at colleges and otherwise, little is being done to address the causative agent of the problem. Much needs to be done to make education a more engaging experience, and not one that is exclusively result-oriented. Internal assessment is a step in this direction, but clearly not enough.
Further, the government needs to invest in expansion of infrastructure, in order to ease the pressure off students and make education a more enjoyable affair.




1 comment
David I Masilamani says:
Aug 14, 2008
As a Stephenian (1978) it is sad to hear this especially someone who already perceived herself as being at a disadvantage…one can imagine at the speed at which the future she had dreamt and worked towards slipped out of her line of vision.
Point is academic results are too much of a benchmark for otherwise wonderful people who are absolute geniuses without the academic tag…i never place pressure on my kids never have never will…becos young people need to understand and truly believe that that degree or whatever they want out of life…but the clarity of their dream and the power to se that and work towards it regardless of the humps and bumps that come in ‘the way’. We` are always on the road…and it is all a series of arrivals…just never lose sight of the goal. Never.
A truth I have lived my recent past by is ‘ The less we bother about other peoples opinions the more likely we are to succeed.’ I have arrived that by pure experience and would tell anyone to believe in the same. Only that gets you where you aim on going noone and nothing else ever has or ever will.